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a friend once told me it's healthy to hate someone. at the time i couldn't understand because i had no one to hate, but now i do. i have a nemesis. previously i wasted great amounts of energy carrying a subtle disdain for many. now i am much more efficient and focused by truly hating just one.
i sleep better at nights and wake in the morning with a true purpose.
there are other benefits to focusing your hatred. sometimes i have random thoughts about things like pancreatic cancer, dismemberment, or tsunamis. i now have a focus in which to direct those thoughts. that's good because you don't want those things cluttering up your mind, putting you at risk of actually suffering from such a malady. sort of like moving something directly from your inbox to your outbox.
some say time heals all wounds, i should have let the hatred fade by now but i can't it's too much fun.
oddly, i don't think my nemesis is even aware of my hatred.
Posted by griff at April 02, 2002 02:15 PM